so i can push people out when they are getting to close, in hopes they don’t see the real me

or shuffle the deck and start over again, but the person dealing me

or go off in a different tangent and change people , places and things

but no matter where i run, or where i think i can hide, i always know where to look for me

i duck around the corner and when i think the coast is clear, something taps me on the shoulder, it’s me

i can be my best friend and worst enemy on any given day

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the goal is to feel comfortable in my own skin, i have to get along with myself

i get entangled when my behavior and my motives are driven by fear and selfishness

so being congruent……………………..matching deed and action with honesty and consistency

i always know when i am acting and speaking in ways that do not represent the person i am trying to be

it doesn’t feel right, doesn’t look right and doesn’t sound right

if it didn’t matter, so be it………………………………but it does…………….everything has a price, everything

the price for peace of mind…………………….is right thought, right action and a desire to be better and do better

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when that is not the driving force, watch out………………………………………………….here i come