hmtl

a hard man to love took the trash out and sat down at his desk and put a snob-nose 45, by his lamp started to write a note and couldn’t decide where to start much less where to end he heard his grand-kids playing in the yard and that made him sigh his dogs needed…

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mosquito’s of your mind

opinions are like mosquito’s of your mind, they bite you when you’re not looking and they separate and divide either things are good for me or not…………………they are inclusive or devisive…………..sound or shaky, for me what you chose to do with them and how you view them is up to you i don’t need statements…

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firecracker or feather?

we are born with the capability of behavior that can resemble a firecracker or a feather let’s examine the firecracker factor: very loud very messy can create damage powerful for a moment lasting effects…………….marginal now the feather factor: light…………..adaptable non threatening comforting structured non-combative longer lasting influence ………………………………………………………………………………………………………. now which behavior would you prefer dealing…

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soul ”caulk”

they make a product we all can use, but you can’t buy it in a store it takes time to get the formula right, several years or more and it takes a special person to know when to use it and how to apply it right sometimes people get in a hurry and it doesn’t…

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not the only one

some days it’s easy being me and some days it sucks sometimes i feel like i’m on one of the moving transporters at the big airports and i’m just waving at people and places as they pass by, like a parade wave then other days i have concrete blocks attached to my feet and i…

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a little song

i keep a little song going on, somewhere in the back of my mind often i hum a few bars and i know people wonder what’s going on but life goes on from day to day, filled with those who want and those who need i try to be the one, that is happy, joyous…

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what color is God

oh yes, i’m a believer…………………………………….i’ve said a thousand times, to which i now would respond, ” why don’t you try practicing” everyone is talking about statues and kneeling at nfl games, but nobody is talking about the real deal…………………..and that is we still live in a segregated nation and guess who is to blame………………white?, black?……………………..try this,…

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the lies i tell myself

the lies i tell myself aren’t as well crafted as they used to be………………………………i suppose subconsciously i know they are lightweights anyway the balance has shifted and it’s almost not worth the trouble to construct them at all, i said almost the lazy me still wishes to avoid doing things i just don’t want to…

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until you have to do something

being a friend is easy,……………………until you have to do something until you have to tell your friend that his partner is unfaithful until then being a friend is easy when you have to set with a friend while they wait to hear if their mother or father survived the operation until you have to try…

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peace is knowing when to quit

looking over the pieces that are left, i wonder if i can make them fit………………………..in  order and ready to go on……………the truth is i can’t i won’t assume all the responsibility for what happened, and i can’t recover the smiles that were wasted i look in your eyes and see the  flickering of lost fires,…

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