me first

say it, me first, me first, me first………………………………sounds comforting after about 5 times………………………after 10 it makes me nauseous

the reason it sounds comforting is because we have all said in the course of our life and meant it

hopefully you stopped after the age of 5 and haven’t continued……………………..hopefully

my experience has been that a totally self -centered life is very shallow and self destructive

what does a mindset of ”me first” say………………………..oh yeah you’re talking loud and clear and your lips aren’t  moving ………………………….we hear you, unfortunately

I have found that for some people it is hard for them to say they aren’t better than anyone else…………………painful for them to try and form the words

what do i want?, what do you want?            i don’t know what you want, i want to try and connect to as many people as possible, because i want something from them………………..sure do                          not embarrassed to say so                            i want a glimpse of their world, how they see things, what motivates them to get out of bed in the morning……………………………..because some things you just can’t learn from books……………..at least i can’t

not less than either…………………………..had to explain that to several people along the way………………………some thought i was speaking a foreign language…………some apologized…………………is what it is

so ”me first”…………………………isn’t in my vocabulary and i have to be vigilant to keep it out of my head

people give to a giver and they love, i mean love to take from a taker…………………..can you blame them………………….human nature