stumbling over the truth
just like a root on a shadowy path, i stumble over the truth
first thing i notice, i am looking up and not down…………… change of perspective
i get hints when i am twisted, sometimes i pay attention to them, often not
but when all signals fail, my guardian angel, yes i believe in angels, will place that damn root in my path to finally get my attention, and it does
i suppose a few  bumps are better than a broken promise, broken relationships or broken bones
i am grateful for the help, albeit not always immediately
the Bible says ” the truth will set you free” and it does            but sometimes it will kick your butt until you face it and accept it
i don’t have any excuse worth recanting as to why i am stubborn and compulsive……………………..i just am………………………….that is the first sluggish step to that freedom
please, please, please…………………………………………..you don’t have to like it but if you can’t accept it, it will always be that root in your path    and that gets old very quick
watch your step